Biler tgk org bujang buat itu dan ini..org dah kawen ni slalu ckp mcm ni:

'ko xpe la ko bujang...ko x byk komitment'

kdg2 aku naik muak dgn alasan mcm ni....seolah2 merendah2kan tanggungjwp org bujang....dan bg alasan utk lepaskan tanggunjwp sendiri...aku xckp semua..kalo ade yg terasa....aku mintak maafla...tp aku harap sape yg terbaca ..sila ambil sebagai iktibar

yela ko ckp komitment ko byk so xleh nk keje lebih masa...so aku terimala...sbb balik lambat nti ade org marah...tp keje kan ade dateline...ko da la buat keje lembab...dateline x bleh meet...last2 aku yg abis kan keje ko...yela ...akukan xde sape nk marah.. kalo balik lambat...tp apsal kalo aku naik pangkat ko dengki?

ko ckp ko byk komitment kewangan...nk beli susu n lampin anak...sampai ko xhantar duit kat mak bapak ko... tp apsal baju anak n beg tangan ko branded?....

org bujang pun ade masalah sendiri...

1. org bujang pun ade personal life...cuma xde anak dan laki je....masa ko spend time ngn laki ko...aku spend time ngna parent aku...mak bapak aku da tua kot...kalo ank lain semua da kawen xde masa..anak bujang la tempat tumpang kasih....bukan tanggungjawap aku utk habis kan keje ko......

2. org bujang pun nk ade komitment kewangan...ko tau ker..kami org bujang beli rumah byr sorg2....ko beli umah share ngn laki...tu blum lagi parent punyer expectation...mesti kene bg byk..kalo bg skit tiba2 mak risau takut ade jantan tipu duit anak dara dier...

3. tension tempat keje ..balik umah nangis sorg2...ko tau ke...? xde org nk share.... hubby xde...bff pun da kawen xsudi lg nk dgr problem...atau bff pun bg alasan mcm ko...'busy ngn komitment rumah tangga'

4. bergembira pun sorg2...xde org nk share jugak....sebenarnyer xde la gembira sgt...kdg2 sedih sbb...waktu happy pun xtau nk cerita kegembiraan kiter kat sape...

5. ko ckp boleh citer kat ko....tp kang ko citer plak kat laki ko...korg kan xde secret...tu yg aku mls nk citer tu...

6. kawan himpit masa time susah jek...ko luper ke...ko cari aku biler xde duit jek?...bajet org bujang sentiasa ade duit la kan...?

Jgn marah aku kalo aku xmo baik sgt ngn ko..aku baik perpada2 jek...once ko da kawen...hubby ko tu la best fren ko.....sbb aku ni ko layan mcm banker jek...biler xde duit..atau biler time ade problem baru ko carik...

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Dipostkan @ 03:29 PM | 4 Komen | Report Abuse

rasenye hari2 dah aku baca kes buang bayi...

aku pun tak tau la...naper ade mak yg sanggup buang anak dier...

sbb setiap kali aku tgk pic baby yg kene buang tu..mmg xsampai hati....

biler aku kenang citer mak aku pasal keadaan aku masa lahir tu... boleh dikatakan keadaan baby yg kene buang tu lagi cukup sifat dr keadaan aku dulu...

xkesian ke diorg ni pada anak yg dikandung 9 bulan tu...

diorg x terpikir ke...jika kemungkinan itu la bayi pertama dan terakhir yg lahir dr rahim diorg...buatnyer allah xmo bg lagi anugerah anak kat diorg lagi....

betapa ruginyer membuang bayi tu...

semoga sape yg buang anak ni...xkan dianugerahkan anak lg...

kalo ade org ckp semua org deserve peluang kedua...tp bukan bg si pembuang bayi...sbb si pembuang bayi ni langsung xpernah bg peluang pada baby yg dier buang....

sedih aku tgk keadaan mayat baby yg dijumpai....cukup sifat...nampak seperti baby tu hidup dgn baik masa dlm kandungan...tetiba lahir jek...kene buang..mmg kejam...

 

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Dipostkan @ 06:41 PM | 1 Komen | Report Abuse

I have made decision..that I am over with him (the guy i talked about in my previous post)...

I am now start to hang out a lot with friends...

I enjoy being with them...just for fun...

unfortunately..few weeks before...a friend has introduced me to a guy... we are suppose to be profesionally related...

but now he starts sms me and called me many times with no  exact purpose... 

and he also wants to hang out with me and friends...eeeuuuwwww..

The problem is... he's married...and he even told me that he's having problem with his wife...

I dont like that...first because i think he's too old to hang out with us...

second....he's married and engage with marriage problem and i dont want to get myself involve with his problem...

why he wanna hang out with us if he can use the extra time he has to spend more time to find solution for his marriage problem...?

he even told me he has this marriage problem for years....i said nothing to him...but what i really wanna say is that...your wife is the woman of your choice...choosing her means you choose to accept her strenghts and weaknesses....yes, i would say she's not perfect...it's your resposibility to fix her.....you have her for 10 years and you are telling me you can't fix her..you know what i really want to say .... you are FAILURE as a man...

do you now what gonna happen to youR wife if you divorce her? You have the woman of your choice and yet you did this to her? Have you ever think that there might be other guy who really wants her before and that guy could give her better than this and yet she still chose you, do you think she deserve this? Do you really think the mother of your child deserve this?

even god hate it....

I AM SORRY..BUT I AM PREJUDICE....I SAW MOST A DIVORCE MAN AS A FAILURE, AND A DIVORCE WOMAN AS A VICTIM... LIKE I SAID I AM PREJUDICE...

I RESPECT MARRIAGE INSTITUTION AND I RESPECT FAMILY....IT HURT MY HEART SO BAD WHEN SOMEONE TOLD ME IF HE OR SHE IS ABOUT TO DIVORCE...

if you think you can buy my sympathy by telling me you are about to divorve...i wont sell...because you have just been DISQUALIFIED...

 

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Dipostkan @ 01:44 PM | 1 Komen | Report Abuse

patut ke aku bgtau dier...?...malu sih....adoi....

kwn aku ckp mata dier besar dan cantik....aku ckp mata dier kecik jek...tp cantik giler...eheheh

sekali dier pandang aku cair....apsal ngan aku neh...?

Cam gadis umo 16 tahun lak....mcm baru belajar nak bercinta...ehehe

Dah la satu department tu.....kalo aku bgtau dier ...pastu kene reject... susah tu doe...hancus...

Awak wak...

Boleh ke....saya terus menyukai awak dalam diam...

Boleh x....saya rindu kat awak senyap2?...

awak xkisah kan?

 

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Dipostkan @ 06:10 PM | 4 Komen | Report Abuse

i never regret meeting them, even if it didnt ends up just the way i wanted it too....

I appreciate every moment i spent with them....and the experiences i gained, things that i have to learn for them which make me more knowledgable...and the person i have  become...

Even if I have built some hidden anger inside of me, even if they have bring me so much pain, no matter how much they disapointing me...it actually makes me stronger...and a better person today....

And I wanna tell the world that I am OK now....keep on smiling even in the worst day....even things didnt go my way.....even if i am not really forgiving....

I also hope the one who is reading this can think the same way that I do now......to them ...the ones that you used to love.....especially when you use to love them all of your heart

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Dipostkan @ 12:57 AM | 2 Komen | Report Abuse

I think it's been a very long time didn't actually like someone...

But it seems that lately....I've been spending my time thinking about him....at this point I finally met someone who is financially smart and I can agree with.

I think I really like him.....He's 2 years younger than me...it very difficult because we are working in the same department....

Friends been asking if I like him...honestly...I really like him.... but I couldn't admit that....I will give another question as a reply like...'Why do you think so?'

It really difficult actually....pretending like I dont like him at all.....because i really do like him..moreover...when his being friendly with other girls...it's hurt

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Dipostkan @ 07:07 PM | 2 Komen | Report Abuse

Thanks to readers who leave comment on my writing...

especially uncle kamal who's actually the inspiration of today's writing.....

I do love reading other people blog too..but i dont do it often due to certain circumtances...

back to the subject....

Love itself its a very subjective topic to discuss...

It can be the expression, the feeling, the word or may be how you believe in it....

For me..Love never aways...well at least this is how i believe it.....

The feeling of love is different depends on who you love.. eg: love for parent is different from love for a wife.....

hence when it comes to feeling of love...it definitely gonna takes more than one page to describe it.....

I may not good in expressing love to my love ones..but I do love them with all my heart....

But the relationship seems difficult when both party donno how to express love well...which leave each other hesitation...question like 'does he really love me?' will around your head....and also hurting your heart so bad....

i used to wrote about this love expression in my previous writing......and how I think about it .... it about something that i wrote when i had a fight with my ex-bf...when i was still with him...

Here is the conclusion...well not really a conclusion...since i leave it hang...So here where i leave the issue open for discussion....

 

 

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Dipostkan @ 12:37 PM | 3 Komen | Report Abuse

I was thinking about writing...

but then i got some dirty msg from sT*p*d sumoneS..

that pis me off....

now all the gud ideas are gone...

screw it...!!!

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Dipostkan @ 05:53 PM | 3 Komen | Report Abuse

An anime, titled bokura ga ita...

Adaptation from manga by obata yuuki..

So touching...

It really reminds me about my first love..

the feeling...it's so hard to explain..

some say they cried after watch this anime..

i dont know why..

i just couldnt cry...

just so difficult for me to let the feelings out..

even though i really understands how it feels like...

it just the same feeling i feel towards him(my first luv)...

I wish i could cry freely...

just like before...

i feel like my heart is already harden..

The story make me feels like..

I wish I can be in love again...

It's been years..

I couldnt fall for any guy after my first luv...

I just couldnt.....

Even when i think I was, back then guys after him...

The feeling just not right...

Not as strong as the first one....

They couldn't even make me cry to let them go..and i dont even regret it....

Yeah, I really wish I could be in love again....

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Dipostkan @ 05:44 PM | 1 Komen | Report Abuse

Seronok betul bila gardening ni..

especially bila tgk pokok yg kiter tanam makin besar dan sihat..

mcm ade anak sendiri la plak...

aku ingtkan aku ni mmg tangan panas..

ruper nyer...

kalo kene dgn cara...

semua benda pun boleh jadi...

cthnyer..

pokok cili aku tu..

dah tinggi satu kaki dah..

tp blum ade buah lagi..

 smlm baru aku ubuh baja buah..

mana latau kot2 berkesan

bagi mereka yang berminat nak mula kan hobi baru mcm ni...

aku mmg galakkan....

tp kalo nak tanam dari anak benih mmg susah...

sbb baru nak bercambah dah mati...

contoh mcm pokok salad aku tu...

kene makan semut..

tensen toi...

skrg ni pun aku dah mula berjinak2 dgn bunga plak...

tp aku x tau la mcm mane nak tanam dr benih..

skrg ni aku belik anak poko pastu aku maintain..

tp best gak sbb pokok aku dah berbunga lebat..

bg sesiapa yg baru nak belaja...bleh beli anak poko yg tahan lasak...cth...pokok bunga kertas...

sbb pokok bunga kertas ni mmg tahan....kalo xisram slalu pun...diakan kering kejap...pastu bila sirap n tamabh baja..

dia akan berbunagn balik...

 

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